I cant stay long......have an exam in a few hours. But me and Cathy are at that stage in life where we're trying to understand what its meaning is. Yesterday I woke up at the same time as always, smiled to the same people I saw, ate the same food i would have eaten, laughed the same way I would have, the fake pleasantries remain the same, the god moments of life are limited by the knowledge of its transcience...afraid of being too happy, wary of letting the distress sip through. Truth is...life is boring in an exciting way. And so I realized the irony as I studied late into the night....the preacher was right...vanity of vanities...all is vanity. (Ecclesiastes). Maybe we just do the things we do because we have been in a planet of walking people...these creatures around us. They walk and talk...sometimes the smile...but I get tired of seeing them....they are too much in number, and we would only ever get to bond with a few of them. So why are there are so many of them....If I had the chance to create another earth I would have made it differently..more music and less people.
But maybe im just bugged down by the 'worries and drudgeries of life' as my best friend would say...In all honestly I really do need to try another planet...or maybe go back a millenium....find another definition of existence...before I end up living too little and thinking too much.
Yes age is just a number...most times I feel like seven...but today I'm just 40 again.
Napoleon says 'we are kings or pawns, emperors or fools'
Duby
Duby and Cathy
we'd like to think we'd look like this- if we were 'white' ;) ....
